She was sitting in front of the window, staring blankly at the far end of the road. She wished to see him soon. Her face was innocently smiling, her eyes were calm. She never think of any negative things about him. what she knew was she just miss him and they will soon meet. She miss having him around.Emotions were kept silent. but it burst within her thoughts. As the day ends, the same routine cuddled her mind, and her role as a teddy bear remained. Giving joys to others while being still and smiling with her innocent face.
Days passed. Her childhood playmates grew up. She was still the same. Waiting patiently for his partner to arrive. She has the positive thoughts since then.. and she never failed to make others happy despite the sadness she has within. She already witnessed so many happiness, so many heartaches and breakups. She was embraced to gain comfort and she was there when they need something to cuddle. She then thought whom she’ll turn to when she feel sad? when she feel heartaches? and when she want to share her happiness? nothing. nobody.
Years passed. Her childhood friend got married. She was kept in the cabinet with other toys. She didn’t protest. She accept the fact that she needs to stop hoping that much. Her innocent face and calm eyes get blurred, and the sadness burst as she reminisce how happy her childhood friend is. She wanted to be happy.She wanted to have him back.
One day, the cabinet door opened. There was a new friend in the house.She noticed that her new owner was like her old childhood friend. They played and they went to the park. She sat under the tree looking at the far end of the park. She noticed something on the bench. That something was looking at her, and her eyes grew big. It was him smiling at her, looking just the same. It was her new owner’s friend who owns HIM. Her owner and its friend played together, and they were together again too.They talked. Their innocent faces enlighten. their calm eyes smiled.They stared at each other. So many years, but the emotions are all the same.
They waited, they’ve been hurt, but still,they LOVE. Even teddy bears miss each other..
(pictures grabbed form Google Image. the picture with police and nurse teddy bears was edited by me.)
my DIY IDK hahaha 
i browsed Youtube website earlier about different tips regarding hair style. i want to try hair perming. but since i had my hair rebonded last graduation, its not good for my hair to experience traumatic hair perming (as the salon personnel said). and so, i decided i want to try the alternative way haha using paper and some twisting skills.. (hmm.. twisting skills?! haha ).. anyway, ill wait for the result till tomorrow. we will have a seminar tomorrow regarding research, and it supposed to be HOLIDAY. hay. sana my hair will turn out fine. (cross fingers) …
we are struggling so hard for this relationship to succeed.. and YES, we will succeed 
I know we can’t be together right now, we’re just too far apart and I understand that. I also know that you will probably never see this post either. But, the same part of me that knows we will be together always, regardless of the way things are right now believes that you will somehow read this post. I feel that we have shared more time together than we ever will and I know there are many more special occassions and moments in our lives that will surprise and bring us closer.
You are my soul mate and nothing, and no one else feels more right than you. I love you. God’s love has answered this prayer I’ve wanted and been almost too anxious for so long. I miss you more than words can say and my love will reach any distance and fly to be in your dreams and heart each evening that we can not be together. I physically long for you each day and will see you in my dreams, into our future together. I believe and have faith in you.
You have imperfections just like everyone else, but that is why I love you. You make me laugh; you make me cry tears of joy. I truly could not live my life without having you to talk to and to confide in. You know more about me than anyone, you know my thoughts, and you know my heart inside and out. You have a way of making my heart skip a beat, and I want you and the whole world to know, that I love you, and I will be forever yours. Thank you for showing me what kind of love all women deserve.
I love you with every part of myself. I love you selflessly, and I know I am nothing without loving you. I will wait for you always and I have loved you since the day I met you. I had been hurt so much before.I didn’t think I even believed in that magic of love anymore, but you made me believe, without even knowing it. I know somehow we will be together always and I will one day be with you again. I look forward to nothing more than spending the rest of my life trying to make you as happy as you make me, simply by being. I love you more than all words could ever try to say, and with this I end my love letter to you.
i will see you soon. i love YOU
Sixteen Months..
still three words.
I LOVE YOU.
endless definition. ano pa ba ang masasabi ko? alam ko, i’ve been a BRAT this past few days. Ikaw kasi. parang ako ang nakafeel na SLOW instead na ikaw. basta, help me through this. Alam mo naman kung gaano ako malungkot, at kung paano ako umiyak. pero alam mo din kung gaano ako ka strong. basta, help me with this ha? kaya ko naman to, ako pa. till OCTOBER? sus.. haha
Happy Fourteenth of August to Us. See you LATER
<i heard the good news bout Week End Pass *giggles (^__^)>
I Love You
You never fail to make me happy.. its just you either make me smile or you make me laugh (^__^) i can never find this happiness everywhere.. talking to you is my favorite past time.. and making fun of ourselves really made me laugh my heart out… i cant explain more my dear. YOU and I became ONE. my thoughts are always connected with yours. the extensions of my emotions are within you. i will never regret loving a man like you.. i will adore and love you everyday. i love you babe.. (^__^) i’m missing you..
Kailangan ko ng matinding patience at matibay na paghawak sa commitment na ito. dami na din akong pagbabago as a KG pero dito talaga masusubok yung pasensya ko at PAGHIHINTAY. lam ko compare sa mga kakilala kong IBA na malalayo, yung talagang tuwing break lang sila nagkikita eh walang wala yung paghihintay ko, pero people varies naman. iba sila, iba ako.
Kanina, confirmed na. member na sya nung Group na tinutukoy ko dati sa old posts ko. mabilis naman na ang panahon ngayon tama kaya ganun pa man, madali na yan. August-September-OCTOBER. okay. October. kailangan ko na talaga magtravel at magexplore. gusto kong unahin ang Anawangin, Nagsasa at Capones. naghahanap lang ako ng makakasama. kung wala naman, ako na lang. bahala na. kailangan ng alternative. o kaya, magpakabusy na lang ako sa Thesis ko. ewan. kahit ano. bahala na. ang term dito, LOW MORALE. eh anyhow, ako pa rin naman masusunod sa gusto kong gawin. challenge sakin to. Di ko na alam. AKO pa rin ang MASUSUNOD. sana lang, di ako mainip..
paramdam mo pa rin sakin na andyan ka. baka kasi mawili ako na ganito.
tiis tiis. yun lang magagawa ko eh.
once in a while, Tagaytay serves to be my haven especially if i want to leave my stress in manila. We can never deny that Tagaytay is one of the most visited places because of its location and the temperature. Last night, I went to Tagaytay to unwind with two of my friends. They will meet someone in Dencio’s Tagaytay while I stayed in our room to rest. iam so tired yesterday because of the travel and my body didn’t cooperate. we just shared some stories, we ate ice creams and cakes because one of us celebrated her birthday and we also had some Bulalo.We really love eating. hahaha this past few days, my appetite changed. maybe its the side effect of the medication that im taking.
we stayed in Viewpoint Inn and Restaurant . the place is good especially if your a budget conscious traveler. we rented the room which costs 1,200, overlooking the Taal Lake and Batangas. Not bad right? and they served us our free breakfast.
right after our breakfast, we went back to manila because my friends still have their work in logistics industry. so, thats another quick trip to Tagaytay
hi
ill just share another infomercial with you guys.. baka may interesado sa inyo..or may mga friend kayo na interesado dito be the next Public Officer to serve our country..
PNPA Cadet Admission Test will be on November 07, 2010
DEADLINE FOR SUBMISSION OF APPLICATION: September 30, 2010
INSTRUCTIONS
Please read instructions carefully. Be sure to meet the qualification requirements. Inaccurate or incomplete information will be a ground for disqualification. SUBMIT ONLY ONE (1) APPLICATION.
1. Verify if you posses the following INITIAL REQUIREMENTS FOR ADMISSION:
(DO NOT APPLY if you are NOT QUALIFIED)
· A natural born Filipino citizen;
· Of good moral character;
· Male or female, single and with no legal obligation to support a child or children;
· 17 to 21 years old (Born between May 2, 1989 – May 1, 1994);
· Height of at least 162.5 cm (5ft 4 in) for male, and 157.5 cm (5ft 2 in) for female;
· Weight of not more nor less than five (5) kilograms of the standard weight measurement corresponding to height, age and sex;
· At least high school graduate;
· Must be able to perform the following physical fitness exercises:
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exercises
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Female
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Male
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Pull-Ups
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10
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Full Arms Hanging
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40 sec
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2 min Push-Ups
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35
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40
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2 min Sit-Ups
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50
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55
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100 meter dash
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20 sec
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17 sec
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1000 meter run
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5:30
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4:30
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· Physically and mentally fit for cadetship training;
· No criminal, administrative, or civil case on file before any Prosecutor’s Office or any Court of Justice and other derogatory record(s);
· Not a former cadet of PNPA or other service academies.
2. GROUNDS FOR MEDICAL DISQUALIFICATION:
· Defective Visual Perception (color blindness, near sighted/far sighted with corrective eyeglasses or lens);
· Physical Deformities Example: bowlegged or congenital defects;
· Perforated ear drum, chronic sinusitis, bleeding tendencies, hemorrhoids, hernia (if not treated), varicocoele; extensive skin disorders;
· History of heart disease, hypertension, asthma, active PTB, kidney and liver diseases, epileptic seizure disorders, major operations; communicable diseases (such as AIDS, Hepatitis, VD etc.)
· Full dentures, upper and lower, Cleft lip and palate, Malocclusion, Deformities of the face, Open bite, Tongue-tied; Missing of four anterior or front teeth & Missing of six (6) posterior/molar teeth;
· Tattoos and other brotherhood marks, ear piercing (male only)
· For Females:
1. Goiter
2. History of pregnancy
3. Presence of breast mass
4. Painful menstruation
3. COVERAGE OF EXAMINATION:
· Communication Skills
· Math and Sciences
· Logical and Reasoning Ability
· General Information and Current Events
· Values and Aptitude for the Service
4. Submit duly accomplished application together with a self-stamped WINDOW ENVELOPE to the Office of
the Registrar or mail to:
The Director, (Attn: Registrar), Philippine National Police Academy, Camp
General Mariano N Castañeda, 4129 Silang, Cavite.
5. DEADLINE FOR SUBMISSION OF APPLICATION: September 30, 2010
6. NOTICE OF EXAMINATION shall be sent through mail. Applicants who failed to receive the notice of examination must visit the PNPA website: www.pnpa.edu.ph to check if he/she included in the List of Qualified Examinees. If found qualifed, applicants shall go directly to examination area even without notice of examination and bring the other test requirements.
APPLY NOW : The PNPA Cadet Admission Test will be on November 07, 2010.
MOTTO: TO LEARN TODAY, TO LEAD TOMORROW
TUESDAY..
ang bilis naman ng panahon.. parang kakapasok ko lang ng MA ko tapos tuesday na agad. nababahala ako, ang dami kong dapat gawin sa mga darating pang panahon. may IELTS pa ako, at take note, ayaw ni papa na mag review center ako.. 
mas confident pa sya sakin eh paano nman yun kasi ako ang mageexam tama? si papa kasi di nagreview center pero pumasa at yun na nga andun na sya sa Australia. ako na lang gagastos ng crash course ko para sa IELTS review. ok na sakin yun 25 hours of crash course. wala naman bumabagsak sa ielts (as the leaflets said).. pero may mga BAND to measure your efficiency in English. di pa naman ako ganun kagaling sa english. bahala na nga. iniisip ko na lang, after naman ng ielts exam ko, magrerelax ako sa Laoag with my babe. sana 3 days before ang speaking test ko para go na ako sa bakasyon after ng exam, kasi pag after 3 days the ielts exam ang speaking test ko, paano na ang mga plano namin to go in Laoag tama? pray pray pray lang..
to know more about IELTS, click here..
* by the way, im going to Tagaytay later for a convention. i was invited by my co Nurses.. di ko pa alam kung ano ba yun hahaha baka friendly convention lang.. anyhow, sasama ako.. iinip naman ako na laging ganito na lang ako sa bahay namin at sa tapat ng pc.. tagal kasi ng october para makagala na namang muli.. hehe gusto ko magtravel, pero as a bummer, tinitipid ko expenses ko haha
